# bad ideas scratching so here we are, too much work to do. 10 min for lunch top, all my mind is puzzled. then back to get kids, 1h of traffic at least, stress, noise and stuff. and of course they are also tired, grumpy, just like I am. patience is vanished. Si, well, instead of shouting again and again, for nothing, I sit with them, grab a beer, and read stories. It's quite nice and fel much quiet, but I have failed : again, alcohol in my body. nothing gets better. people are so dumb. Rapists. politics. selfishness. Oh boy I'm just tired I guess, and I hate myself