# wanna disappear

sometimes, it seems everything would be better without me.
All the anger towards me no more.
Not a pain anymore to my beloved ones.
My kids could live with better examples than what I am.
And my wife could find someone better that don't hurt her in any way.

I just fell so bad, I hate myself, my stomach burn, my heart is juste pain, I'm afraid of myself.
and I want it to stop.